Poetry

Not knowing how to continue...


Hope one day to be as spiritually free again
as this beautiful osprey ^_^
My fear seems to come true,
I don't know what to do...
On one side I do want to believe,
with all of my heart and soul...

Nontheless I feel betrayed,
and I am truly affraid...
How do I keep on going afhter all,
after my deepest fall...

People that do not keep their word,
the organization not taking me serious!
People that borrow money from me,
don't they just see?...

My heart feels betrayed by all the sadness,
my soul is subcoming to complete madness!
Darkness is the only way,
perhaps making them all just pay?...

No, that's not who I am,
that is not who I can be!
My innocence will not be lost,
I will keep it... Even at the highest cost!

Keep up the faith,
keep up the strength!
Keep on going,
keep on growing!

Do not wonder into darkness,
don't let your life become a mess!
I do know the advice given to me,
but where do I need to be?...

Even as myself,
on everyone's behalf...
Perhaps I do know how to continue,
and already I do know what to do...


Moho-Ad

Moho-Ad, the Ultimate!

No longer I have to be affraid,
no longer I have to dread for my darker half...
No more that I will hide myself,
because the time has come to break through!

With my uncertain attitude disappearing,
a new force is merging within me...
A flame that burns like never before,
knowing what could be in store...

Yes, I am ready for the obstacles that will come,
will be able to do what needs to be done!
No-one will be able to destabilise me,
for I am becoming who I am...

Maybe not today,
or not even tomorrow...
But I am sensing my strength is growing,
I can feel it and I am really knowing...

From where I would wear the mask,
do I even dare to ask...
Yes, no longer I will have to be in the dark,
feeling chased around and defeated!

The time has finally come for me to rise,
to get back up and fight!
For my former attitude is in demise,
this one will get me through the night!

For all that is to come I will be,
Moho-Ad, know what it means to me...
I am not surpreme to anyone,
still I will know what needs to be done...

Yes, I am just different, that is all,
but I will help to bring Evil to a fall...
Though I am no human no-more,
it is the Light that I do adore...

My faith is with those who are good,
always what settles the right mood...
Though I seem hyper and to fast,
still it is weakness that belongs to the past!

Soon other changes will be coming true,
knowing that it will be good too...
Now, my time is come to move on,
going to where sets the sun...


My search to who I am isn't over,
it has just began for now...
My spirit will keep growing every day,
as I do learn and also when I pray...


Now, I wish everyone a good day,
and may the Light be with all...
To help us and guide us on our way,
so we all might stand tall...


For Utopia, ever believing though might be foolish,


Moho-Ad - The Ultimate, heheh...